Dear Canon,

I was starting to hate you but I finally got the grasp of your controls.... or more so the manuel. I guess it's about digital today and not film. Maybe it will be both.

Wrong Places

I suppose I've been looking in the wrong places, for a real life song in someone.....

Townes Van Zandt makes me think alot everytime I listen to him.

That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore

stop.

Stop trying to make me laugh because even via your text messages, I'm not laughing. Stop taking everything as a joke, you can only do so for so much or for so long.

Choose your friends wisely little brother.

I fucken don't understand anything about your words today. I don't even know if I want to try.

The Weekend

Well, the weekend ended well. I saw Hannah Montana for the second time and I loved it, lol. They send a message, it's inspirational. ha-ha. I can't wait to go back to art school. I want to take a course in illustration.

Mom's been in the hospital for the past couple days but returned today. It was nothing major which is a good thing. I enjoyed watching movies like clueless with her through the day. Saturday was ultimately chill with watching the nephew and us watching twilight. Then attempting to watch twilight again later that night. The only terrible thing about the night was the wallet being stolen. Fuck that shit, whoever took it.

Dave gets out of hab soon. No comment.

Dad is in jail but will be getting out in a couple days supposedly. wtf?

I'm detoxing. lol.

I'm going to hit up the library for once tomorrow and get some writing done and the advanced drivers class done. Yay for 12 points in 12 months! Only not!

Night.

IL GENIO

Il Genio are awesome. I just need to brush up on my italian to understand their lyrics. hehe.

I love my latest new jean purchase, their comfortable as fuck. I've been wearing them for the past three days.

I entered in portrait section of the scion photo contest.

xoxo,
Jane

simple kinder man..

I wish I had brought another lens but I snapped what I could.

write more later.

weird things

Things are becoming weird. I don't know whether to just go with it or just break the ice.

You're fun Las Vegas

Tiger Army's set was fucken amazing! I loved it the most when they did the Lux Interior/Cramps tribute. So so so goooood! I just have to say how today has been great. The car show was fun. Saw some great bands and bought some more dresses and such. I would love to return next year for this event, it's great.

I'll probably go to sleep soon. It's been a long day with no rest at all, all the while walking in heels. So, here I go in to dreamland.

p.s.
Wow, I'm proud of myself and

hope things will turn out fine because most of the time people don't deserve to have bad things happen to them.

Las Vegas Day 1

The Viva Las Vegas Rockabilly weekend was great. I bought a few items. Vintage and not. I have a PBR shirt now, ha-ha. It's been a great day. The plane ride here wasn't even bad, just having to wake up at five a.m. sucked.

Dinner at Texas De Brazil for Linda's 23rd birthday soooon. I should get ready.

I'm having a blast so far. I'm glad I came.

and

I haven't been responding to your text, isn't that nice? Although you sent only two, it's just funny because well you don't ever do that.

I'm sorry?

I've fucked things up, not just for you but even myself. I feel horrible about it actually. That's not me to do things like that but I got tired of being held responsible for things I just shouldn't be held accountable for. I was at my breaking point, dying inside. Enough said.

I'm getting on the road in hopefully less than an hour. I need to finish packing. Gonna stop in Sarasota on the way to Tampa. See Ash!

The four beers from lastnight left me a little sickly today but it shall pass with each gulp of water. In conclusion, lastnight was enjoyable. I'm gonna quite ranting now and pack.

Writers Block 2.0

I have the document page open, so I can write my statement of purpose, or statement of intent? And honestly I cannot write shit. The first line to begin with always gets me. Maybe using the typewriter would work better for me? It's been almost a month since I've written anything from my typewriter, all because my desk went to shit. I've been looking to by a new one but have yet to. I'll probably do so when I return from Las Vegas. A desk is quite essential. I always feel a bit more professional with one, and plus it keeps things organized unlike now, where everything is on my floor. I use my bed as a desk, which as led to me not sleeping in it. I need to straighten things up, need to straighten my life up.

I've been listening to kimya Dawson a lot lately. She's actually been inspiring to me lately. I'm listening to her now rather than being glued to the television which I have been for the past day and a half. I was stuck on the lifetime movie channel since I woke up yesterday until I fell asleep and mom kicked me out her bedroom, her lazy boy is the comfiest.

I guess I have company now so I will stop writing.

Looking for options.

I'm looking for other options besides RISD and SCAD because there is obviously the possibility I won't get accepted. I've always wanted to attend SVA but I'd need more credits for transfer without having to go with the SAT/ACT requirement which I never took! Silly me. Still looking towards City College of SF but it's kind of expensive there, as much as I'd like to go back! I'm thinking too much right now but right now is the time.

I got electrocuted today. Bendi is injured because she stupidly jumped out of the car while it was moving. WTF?!

I'm going to go watch Fast and the Furious with Lizzy, ha-ha. I watched I love you, Man 3 nights ago. That movie is hilarious. I loved it.

I'm out.

The Internet is back!

I finally have internet back up. I'm happy about that. I missed writing.

I'm craving a pepsi and for some adventure. I might just go watch Adventureland by myself then head downtown or wherever the road leads me to. I'm tired though. I should nap.

New York was heaps fun. I had alot of fun. I really can't wait to return for sure. Thursday I'll be leaving to Tampa then flying off to Las Vegas on Friday. That should be fun.