2010, goodbye 2009

2010 is here and it don't feel much different from the previous. It hasn't been a happy new year with the arguments, and fighting that has gone down in the past few days. Honestly, when is the coming of the new year ever good... I look back 5 or 6 years and most of it was never great. What's the point in even acknowledging the new year just like I did just now. I should just stop. I don't like most holidays, why like this one. I hate how chaotic things become when the holidays roll out around. I love it when their over, and people are back to normal, and the malls aren't flooded. Did I just come here to complain? Perhaps. If anything, I just want this year to be good. I want to find something this year. I don't want to keep going backwards. Anyway, Happy New Year.